Being sick on the path

Few weeks back i was sick with fever. I had 104 temperature. I could not stand or lie down, it was like being on constant pain. Had thoughts like well i do my kriya and pray regularly why am i falling sick. I couldn't remember any thing good. Was grumpy and angry with the doctors (they were going to put drips with a needle on my hand). I screamed at them for 15 minutes and then they decided against putting the drips. I just started observing my breath noticed how irregular and shaky it was. At that moment i came back and realized that how much "tamasha" my mind was doing. My bad mood went away. I realized that past few days of sickness i did not remember guruji at all. As soon as i remembered guruji i felt better and decided i will not suffer any more. I went to "mast kalandar" had combo 75 and following day and i got better. This was a classic example of " pain is inevitable but suffering is optional". But remembering this during pain is.... another thing.